Monday, January 25, 2010

#1

When i was little i looked up to you, thought you were my everything. But somehow you got into my mind and twisted all my thoughts.
All them lies you told me with your fingers tied, crossed and tight. Hoping the truth would never uncover. But Melanie my loyal little bird told it all to me, word by word. However i did not know she was also your little bird, telling you all my movements, feelings, expressions and plans.
You two did it so mysteriously, as if i was making my own decisons to turn to drugs.
I had my head in the clouds but, when i came down i saw with my brand new eyes i was going down the same beaten up alley as you! The one where you have nothing and no one. The one where your thoughts don't leave you, they just go round and round. The one were you mislead the people you love. The one were your nobody and have nobody. Only your very close friend, the one the brought you here, the one that takes you away from here time to time. But only after you buy there friend ship. But when they leave, it hurts harder and harder everytime. They bring you down deeper and deeper until your to far gone for all of us to find and then you wonder, why, why did i leave the real world behind?

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