#5

I've lost my taste for modern things. They are not for me. I want to mundane a quite place where time is free. And my dreams are nothing like they were meant to be. My head is empty with no memories but still i'm so confused. I don't know which road to chose or if the blues are still the blues. Who could i be in this time and place because without the green i'm to obscene to even think a thought. My mind is a tad to tired to give a reason why but for now my friend all i have left is a sad goodbye.

#4

Oh baby, i'm tired of all the hate. I'm tired of all the fear. Every night i pray for peace but, still it's not near. It's not around the corner nor is it far away. Everyone just has to change a little of there ways. So people put your guns down don't push and shove, all we need around here is a bit love! Let the white doves fly, let our hate just go by and let the world live in peace for now and end of time. <3

#3

I love the felling of being over joyed inside! The type where you see your old best friend and you haven't seen them in a while. Infected it's just like that! To tell you in detail, I'm at Deja's house. It's a nice house to be precise. And it's amazing to see her face, here her voice, it's amazing just to hang with her. Where been friends for about 7-8 years now, but haven't seen each other for a while. It's nice to remember the memories we once had. It's nice to remember the love we once shared. It's nice to remember her.

#2

I seem to find, my hopes die fast and my dreams never last. I seem to find love is most easy when i give up, when i stop! I've had enough of your glory, i've had enough of you fame. This time i'm leaving and i'm not coming home again. How could you lie to me time after time? Oh, mother why couldn't you leave the needles behind? You had kids to feed, a home to clean. Just so you know, I'm doing fine. I know your far to busy to find a little time. I know somewhere deep in your soul you didn't want to be alone. But. Oh, how i wanted you to love me. Oh, how i wanted a mother. Oh, how i just wanted a home.

#1

When i was little i looked up to you, thought you were my everything. But somehow you got into my mind and twisted all my thoughts.
All them lies you told me with your fingers tied, crossed and tight. Hoping the truth would never uncover. But Melanie my loyal little bird told it all to me, word by word. However i did not know she was also your little bird, telling you all my movements, feelings, expressions and plans.
You two did it so mysteriously, as if i was making my own decisons to turn to drugs.

I had my head in the clouds but, when i came down i saw with my brand new eyes i was going down the same beaten up alley as you! The one where you have nothing and no one. The one where your thoughts don't leave you, they just go round and round. The one were you mislead the people you love. The one were your nobody and have nobody. Only your very close friend, the one the brought you here, the one that takes you away from here time to time. But only after you buy there friend ship. But when they leave, it hurts harder and harder everytime. They bring you down deeper and deeper until your to far gone for all of us to find and then you wonder, why, why did i leave the real world behind?